Jordan's Suicide Claim

JordanOn the surface she appears a successful and happily married woman.

But Jordan's disclosed some darker times.

In new autobiography, Pushed To The Limit, Jordan make a series of shocking exposures.

In the book, Jordan reveals all on her battle with post-natal depression and her rows with hubby Peter Andre, following the birth of their son Junior in June 2005.

The star says she even went so far as to contemplate suicide after a particularly big argument with Pete.

She wrote: "I seriously thought, 'Shall I end it all now? Drive into this wall and kill myself?'"

The low point followed an incident where Jordan turned to prescription drugs to help relieve the symptoms of post-natal depression.

Peter Andre and Jordan"After I'd taken it I thought, 'This feels good' and I took some more. But then the drug took over," she admitted.

She then 'fessed all to Pete, saying: "I know you'll divorce me, but I have to tell you...I've just taken some drugs."

She says they then had a screaming row, which ended with her storming out and thinking about suicide.

The star later checked into The Priory for treatment.

Jordan says that her mood swings returned once more after the birth of her daughter Princess Tiaamii in June 2007, putting her and Pete through another rough patch in their relationship.

But despite all the drama, the couple are still riding strong, and are now planning to renew their wedding vows.

"I know it seems soon but we've already been through what most people experience in a lifetime. It would be a celebration of our love and a new start," Jordan said.